DAY BEFORE DIWALI:
27-10-08
Well ,am at work,thankfully....Diwali..festival enjoyed most in chilhood..I remember me,and kids around awitng in evening for Laxmi Puja to get Over and than enjoy crackers along with family.Later early morning ,wake up and gather those crackers left unburnt.That was real fun and excitement.
Now ,things are different.All are grown up now and now a days even teengers do not enjoy burning crackers like us.This time only pleasure i explored was designing Rangoli,and thinking to learn preparing snacks.Whitewashing was done after pressurising at home.New field on my intrest is gardening now a days.It found tht i can keep myself away from tensions all those hours i spend in garden area,and listening music.
My dear friend ,only one who is left in Jabalpur will be leaving on 30'th of this month.I am wondering wht wd i do later..?i wd be left so alone....life will be blank without friends around.Aruna,is frnd since 1997 (11'th standard)...cnt believe wevebeen together looking each others updowns of life since many yrs. She is happily maried and now moving along with her husband and daughter(Avni),who is very naughty gal of 1 year.I'll Miss her badly..it seems am getting depressd thinking abt this.At home now a days i dnt like anything,am geting much irritated,now a days.My Boss seems worried abt my marriage,was asking abt my decision,,as usual i had no answer.....Even I have stopped thinking abt it now..am quiet pissed off serching bette mate and finding crap..fake ppl around...
Seems am getting low on Spirits now..had excitement of celebrating Diwali but due to certain behaviour of parents..I dont wanna be a part of it.....THats Life....nothing else...........
Wishing all happy Diwali.........